What is your favorite season of year? Why?
I like the winter season that comes in December with Christmas cheer.
Deepika Radhakrishnan
MAY BE YOURS TOO
“FIERCE HUNTER OF DREAMS & PASSIONS”
If humans had taglines, what would yours be?
“If someone can stop me, that’s only me.”
“Thoughts may trigger my tracks, but not my destination.”
I am not sure how much these taglines can explain who I am. But at least I hope you get something about me now.
Deepika Radhakrishnan
IF NOT THESE, THEN WHAT ?
What are the most important things needed to live a good life?
Family & Friends
· To love you
· To support you
· To teach you good lessons that may help in your future
· To listen you
· To talk to you
· To encourage you
· Moreover, to make you feel that, there’s people in this world who actually care about you.
Money
· To meet your needs or at least, essential needs like food, clothes, shelter, medicines .
Physical & Mental Health
· Inner strength to face everything that comes to life, no matter how hard and worst it is.
· Ability to pull yourself together even though you shattered into pieces at some point. I know pains aren’t that easy to suffer and handle, but trust me, it is gonna heal someday.
PS: I may not have pointed out everything in the proper order, but at least I did put the most important thing for me to live a good life on the top of the list.
Deepika Radhakrishnan
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
DAILY PROMPT BY JETPACK- MY DREAM CHOCOLATE BAR
LUSCIOUS TREAT
My dream chocolate bar consist of 3 layers of wafers. Each wafer is dipped in freshly melted semi-sweet white chocolate. Both the layers are first spread with some Nutella followed by a filling of fresh and sweet strawberry puree. Then the wafers with the fillings is dipped in melted milk chocolate followed by smooth dark chocolate and chopped hazelnuts are sprinkled all over the chocolate bar. My dream chocolate comes in a Rose Gold coloured wrapper with a name ‘Luscious Treat’, which is printed in a brown font on it.
Deepika Radhakrishnan
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
THE DOORWAY TO BEE’S NEW LIFE
“Don’t cross the stone arch. It’s the territory of mermaids and huge fishes. They have given us a little part near the shore to enjoy the sea water. So remember to stay on the boundary.” – I remember how mom used to warn me when I wanna go a little more far into the sea.
“What if we enter the territory of mermaids? All mermaids in grandma’s story seems to like children and moreover they are kind beings who tries to protect those on the shore.”-
“Of course they are kind. They love children too. But that doesn’t mean you can break the boundaries. Their territory is treacherous. So they do not want anyone to visit them. Instead they will visit us one-day and grant all your wishes for being mama’s obedient girl.”- I remember mom’s beautiful words.
My name is Bee. I lost my mom and grandma who was my only family , when I was 10. Ever since, my life turned into a complete disaster. My mom was my everything and I lost her before I started realizing the meaning of life, how hard it could be without anyone ? How to deal everything alone ?
Life was hard and it was getting harder day by day. A girl without anyone was a reason for everyone to take advantage of me. I was being obedient to everyone, but still no mermaid appear to save me, to grant my wishes until that day.
I went near the shore and walked into the sea realizing there was nobody to warn me. I looked back for a moment, before I cross the stone arch. Was I expecting my mom or someone to warn me? I walked forward and drowned deep.
“Bee, I told you not to cross the stone arch”- Mom’s voice banged in my ears. I opened my eyes.
A nurse named Rin was sitting beside me. Her eyes were green. And had a warm smile. I even mistook her as a mermaid for a moment. But when I got a clear vision of her white uniform I understood where I was. It was the first time I saw a beautiful and warm smile after I lost my mom. I spent a week in the hospital. Meanwhile, me and Rin got to know each other. Rin lost her husband and her only child in an accident. She took a long years to overcome her lose.
After a week, I leaved the hospital with my new mom named ‘Rin’. With every legal formalities , she adopted me as her own daughter. She provided me everything.
“Don’t cross the arch honey.”- Bee smiled at her son who was playing on the water.
“Mom, why aren’t the mermaids coming to visit me even though I am being obedient.” – Little Cruz went near Bee.
“You will meet one when the time comes. She was the mermaid who granted my wishes and turned my life into a miracle.” – Bee pointed her finger towards old Rin who was taking a walk on the shore.
-DEST1819-
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
Image credit : Whoisbenjamin@ Unsplash
Written in response to What Do You See hosted by Sadje
MY BEAUTIFUL LADY
Oh my lady ! Come down and embrace me.
Look how my eyes glitter,
Bewitched by your beauty.
Coyness or furious?
What does the different shades-
On your face indicate?
Oh my beloved !
I believe you are guarded by the angels.
They may be jealous of your beauty.
No wonder why you remained silent.
I can feel your love,
You embraced me with your shade,
An unspoken passionate cuddle,
I got all your answers.
It doesn’t matter how distant you are,
It doesn’t matter how nights incarcerate you,
Every morning I will be here,
Waiting for your shade to embrace me.
-DEST1819-
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
Written in response to What Do You See hosted by Sadje.
MOMMY IS ALWAYS WITH YOU !
I lost my husband when Jovia was 3. So I struggled and suffered a lot to raise her alone. I am an orphan, so doesn’t have a family to support. And Bobby’s ( Jovia’s father) family doesn’t even visited us since he left.
Jovi is my only family. And same for her. I was strict with her, not too much, but not too little. I carefully picked up everything for her. Sometimes, I felt like I am forcing things upon her. But, she always put up a smile and nods her head in approval. I believed that it was best for her. So I don’t bothered about asking her opinion.
When she was 22, she introduced me Robert and told me about their relationship. I was furious and adamant. I adviced her. I told her that I will choose a best man for her. That was the first time she raised her voice for someone or something. She tried to convince me. But finally, she went against my will and married him.
Jovi tried to visit me, but I refused to meet her for a long time. She tried to convince me even after her marriage. But, still I was adamant. She apologized to me. Even now, she continues doing the same.
She visited me yesterday . She brought me fresh flowers. She apologized to me. But I remained silent as always.
As usual, she came today and did the same things. While Jovi and Robert left, I followed them in secret. I hid behind a tree and watched them walking away.
“I’m sorry Jovi. It’s all my fault . You don’t have to apologize. Mom is happy for you. Robert is such a good guy. Mom’s blessings is always with you. I love you both.” – I murmured as they walked away.
I watched them walking away. The hazy fog covered them. I can always listen to her, even though I can only visit her once in a year.
I heard the Bells. I went back before the gates of heaven closed.
-DEST1819-
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
Written in response to What Do You See hosted by Sadje.
TODAY’S NIGHT IS SPECIAL !
Tenebrous night. Cool breeze. No other twinkling lights .Seems like she picked up the perfect day to confess her feelings. The moon is peeping at her, and glows more and more, I guess he is blushing .
How romantic ! But still I’m curious. Will she show the courage to confess her love for him ? And what if she did, will she be able to become the moon’s inamorata ?
-DEST1819-
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
( The status section of my WhatsApp ( a few hours ago) is filled with today’s ‘special night’ vista (The image uploaded is captured by my friend and I asked her to share it ,the moment I saw her status) . The tiny star that remains near the moon is said to be the ‘Jupiter’. How interesting ! )
AN INCOMPLETE GOODBYE ( Continuation – 4 )
“Hey Bell, Is everything alright ? Why are you up so early ?”- Jesicca could barely open her eyes.
“Early ? But it’s almost 6am.”-Bella giggled.
“Good morning Bell. I usually wake up at 7.30 in the morning .”-Jesicca yawned.
“Eh? I am so sorry Jes. Go back to your sleep. I’ll call you later.”
“It’s okay. Anyway I’m up. Now shoot.”- Jesicca stretched her body.
“You sure ?”
“Yes girl. I am on my way to the kitchen.”- Jesicca reluctantly walked towards the kitchen.
“Jes, Could you please hold on for a while ?”
“Yeah, sure.”- Jesicca put the call on loud speaker and placed it on the counter top.
Bella noticed a beep in between the call. It was a text from Tom. Bella read it and texted him back.
“Hey Jes, you there ?”-
“Right here. Shoot Bella.”- Jesicca brushed her teeth and started brewing a cup of coffee.
“Sorry to have kept you waiting Jes. It was Tom. He texted me asking if I am free this evening.”
“Um.. actually we were planning to tell you something.”
“Is that anything related to Sam?”- Bella was curious.
“What did you tell Tom ?”- Jesicca asked her skipping Bella’s question.
“I asked him to tell the matter. But he told me that it’s something important and need to tell me in person. I disagreed to meet him today and asked him to postpone. And he agreed. No questions, no answers..that’s it. Now tell me the matter. “- Bella answered impatiently.
“But Bell..what if I told you that it’s something related to Sam ? Would you still rethink about our evening plans ?”
“Jes, I have an important matter to deal with . I can’t wait for tomorrow. I need to visit Sam’s house. And I called you to ask about the same.”
“Bella, this is what we were about to tell you.”
“What ? I can’t wait till evening. I need to go there. Tell me please.”
“Bella, before an year, Sam renewed the ownership of his house into your name. Now ,his home legally belongs to you.”
“I have been to his house a few times, even though it’s a little far from here. But I always loved his home.”- Bella doesn’t seemed surprise, but her eyes clouded with tears.
“Calm down Bell. This is why, we thought of telling you in person.”- Jesicca noticed a pain in Bella’s voice.
“I am fine Jes. I was about to ask you about the same. I thought somebody would have done something with his house.”- Bella tried to act normal.
“How about we three going together to check on the house?”
“Don’t bother about me Jes. I can manage it alone. You guys have done a lot. Don’t take any more leaves for me. I know you guys have a lot of pending works to deal with . I can catch a bus and moreover, I need some time alone.”
“Then, call us if you need anything . Don’t hesitate, alright ?”
“I won’t think of any others, except you guys. I swear.”
“Take care Bell.”
“You too Jes. Have a good day. I’ll call you later.”
“Likewise. See you Bell.”
“See you.”- Bella hang up the call.
2 years back (Friday).
“Hey Young man !”- Sarah was ready to pick up Sam’s order.
“Hey Mrs. Sarah ! Where’s your friday girl ?”-Sam kept his eyes on the entrance.
“It’s only 4.45pm. Wait for another 15 minutes.”
“Huh ? Another 15 minutes ?”- Sam was impatient.
“Sorry boy. I forgot to mention the time.”-Sarah giggled.
“Well.. Then.. can I get a glass of water please?”-Sam smiled.
“Right away !”- Sarah went inside and delivered him a glass of water.
Minutes have passed. Bella walked into the cafe. Sarah signalized him. Bella without noticing anyone, took her usual unoccupied seat on the corner. Sam raised from his seat and slowly walked towards Bella.
“Hi Bella !”- Sam gently greeted her.
“You again ?”- Bella looked in anger.
“Um.. I know you are angry. I would do the same if I were in your place. I know, I messed things up that day. I am really sorry for that.Can you please let me explain?” – Sam was nervous.
Bella seemed calm. She couldn’t reject him. She kept staring at him.
“May I sit here ?”- Sam asked politely.
Bella nodded her head in approval. Sam explained her the things that actually happened that day.
“I know it was out of line. I don’t really meant to hurt you. My friends asked me to prank you and I…. I messed up everything. Once again, I am really sorry.”- Sam gently explained her everything.
“It’s okay. I get you.”- Bella was really impressed by Sam’s quality of accepting mistakes and moreover the way he talked and apologized to her.
“Orders please !” – Sarah acted like she knew nothing.
“A coffee and for you ?”- Sam responded quickly.
“A cup of hot chocolate.”- Bella smiled at Sarah.
“Right away” – Sarah walked into the kitchen.
“Well, do you wanna talk about that day or about anything or ?”- Sam was trying hard to pick up a conversation.
“I am bad at making friends . And I think I really sucks in a chit-chat.”- Bella interrupted him.
“Um.. I ,actually, am a people person, but I am a little nervous right now .. may be it’s cuz I messed up earlier and..”- Sam blabbered.
“Leave it. You don’t have to mention it everytime. How about talking about ourselves even though I am not sure if this is the best way to begin a conversation ?” – Bella giggled .
“That’s a good idea. How about me talking about myself, first ?” – Sam felt relieved when he saw Bella giggling.
“Yeah. Sure. Go on.”- Bella nodded her head in approval.
“Um… Ok.. Let’s start from the very beginning… My name is Sam Xavier. I am a fashion designer working for my own boutique. Actually, it was an old boutique opened by my parents . They were also designers. But they passed away a few years back in a plane crash. They were on their way to sign a new partnership with a foreign company.”- His eyes turned dull.
“I renewed the boutique when I completed my course. Now I am working there and also doing a PG in the same.”- Sam continued after a pause.
Sarah served them with the coffee and hot chocolate.
Bella was thinking about how to respond to his words.
“Now it’s your turn friday girl.”- Sam noticed the difficulty in her face.
“Friday girl ?” – Bella was curious.
“I realized I messed up everything when Sarah told me about your parents death anniversary. I asked her about you and she told me that you visit here on every fridays.” – Sam giggled.
Bella smiled at him.
“Fine.. My name is Bella John aka the Friday Girl (both giggled). I am a cartoonist. I design new characters for XXC company. I live with my Aunt Ann and I visit here every fridays after spending some time in the church. I get a day off on every fridays. Um… That’s it.”- Bella took a sip.
“Simple and short.”- Sam smiled at her.
“What’s next ?”- Bella was clueless.
“Would you mind if I go through your drawing book”- Sam looked at the drawing book which was placed on the table.
“Um… Yeah.. Sure.”- Bella wasn’t sure when she nodded her head.
Bella handed him the book. Sam carefully opened the book and started going through her drawings.
The bus got stuck in traffic. Bella reminisced the moments he travelled along with Sam.
“Hey, you are Bella right ?” – A strange voice grabbed her attention.
“I am sorry. Do we know each other ?”- Bella stared at her.
( To be continued )
-DEST1819-
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
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THE SHADOW
I turned off the lights. I can see the flashes of street lights on my window.
My husband passed away a few days back. But I can see his shadow on every nights whenever I turn off the lights on my room. His shadow turns darker as the intensity of the flashes on my window increases.
He always point out his finger upwards to remind me that he is waiting for me, up in the heaven.
He was such a lovely person. Even though, he is dead, he still continued to guard me at nights. But nights are shorter and his shadow fades whenever the daylight touches my room. I tried cursing the sun. I tried doing offerings to the God to make the nights last longer. But nothing really worked.
I was a fool. He wasn’t telling me that he was waiting for me. He was actually calling me to join him. It’s not my guess. I believe it’s the truth.
I love you Nick ! I’m sorry to keep you waiting ! I’m coming for you my love !
“It’s a suicide. She was mentally ill and depressed , I guess. Move on with the other procedures and inform her relatives as soon as possible.”- Officer Benjamin closed her diary , that he found on her bed and walked out of the apartment.
-DEST1819-
Signature: I love using ‘DEST1819’ as my pen name.
Written in response to What Do You See? hosted by Sadje
GAL OF WORDS 